Poetry
Advice from Dazie
I have a cat
She sits on my lap
And purrs at me all day
She gives me love
Like the kind from above
And smiles as if to say,
"Why so sad,
gloomy and glum?
I still love you
You need not worry,
True love will come."
Can You Accept me?
Can you take all I have???
You think I am strong
You think I am mysterious
I’m not
I shield myself
So people don’t find
The crumpled mass of putty
That once was me
***
The alarm goes off
My body awakens
My soul is still asleep
It hides from the murderous rage
It clutches to its breast
It waits for the world to go away
Too much,
Too fast,
No time to deal
It went to sleep
And is sleeping still
***
You have something you want to give me
I can’t except it now.
So much I wish to tell,
My mouth won’t form the words.
The mystery you see is nothing
But a scared little girl hiding.
Until I can coax her out
I can not except your love.
To Erik
You are safe my love
Though you fell
Your heart is still yours
Not given back second hand
She dosen't know what you are
A bright
Silver
Shining
Star
Get up and move away my love
For even without her
You
Still
Shine
Mend the crack of pain
Reach out to the world
And smile again
Know you are loved
Even from across the sea
And to me
A
Bright
Shining
Star
Always will you be
This peom is to someone whom I love very much, he was a brother and a friend when I needed it. He pointed me towards the love of my life, my husband. Erik you will always have a special place in my heart, you saved my heart from death. My the Goddess always bless you with truth and honor.
Selfish Request
One weekend of her not coming
Is all I ask
To build a friendship
You say dosen’t exist
One year and a half
I have given of myself to you
Now I ask you a selfish thing
I get treated like a selfish child
“I have moved on,
getting on with my life!”
you yell.(Three days after breaking up)
Well screw you you selfish bastard
Was I just a toy?
She will be one too
I can forgive you for leaving me
But I can’t for give
You not caring in the first place.
I just want to explain that this was written to my ex as you can see, I have forgiven the situation now but perhaps what is expressed in this poem can help other get in touch with those emotions. After he and I broke up we continued living together because a mutual friend payed his bills and I had no where to go. (Three days after we broke up he brought a new girl to spend the night.)
My Norwegian Loves
I look at your eyes and I see
Where my heart longs to be
I see you smile in my mind
And know
There true love will I find
But far you are
My shining stars
Forever out of reach
Loves lessons now to my heart
I know I must teach
I think of you
All the day
And wonder where you are
What you do and did you eat??
And do you think of me
What it is like to watch you as you read
What you look like when you sleep.
I smile in passing
This love I wish to keep.
This is to Erik and Hans Kristian (my husband.) It was written two years before I moved to Norway. These two men have showed me new things about myself. Thank you both for beleiving in me.
Death
There was a time when I knew the world
Was okay
With you by my side
And I by yours
Love kept me warm
Love kept me safe
Now I am cold once more
And
The world is dead
